so my Sunday started off very odd, I woke up early and checked my phone, something weirdly told me to check my blocked messages on my voicemail and voila, there was a 23 second voicemail from my ex best-friend and my ex boyfriend (same person). Now this message really triggered me as it was a butt dial with him in the car with another girl talking for 23 seconds. I know for some it seems silly but he also blocked my number and has cut me off in every way shape and form so the voicemail really bothered and hurt me. I know it’s not a big deal in the grand scheme of things but it sent me on a tailspin this morning and sent me to the bathroom to burst into tears. You see, this person was my first ever boyfriend, the person I lost my virginity too, and the person who I thought I could tell anything too. I am doing the best I can to move on and to meet new people, but no matter how hard I try, something always seems to happen. I just want to get to a point where I no longer care. I am exhausted of caring about someone who doesn’t care about me anymore.